Abused child:
I hate you.
You let me know how much
you hate me
you don't need me
you don't want me
you don't love me
You tell me I am
ugly
stupid
a failure
worthless
You make me
believe you
hate myself
look for help
wish for help
and not find help
You make other people
pity me
angry at me
hate me
complain
You don't care, do you?
no.
Words may hurt too but you
hit me
punch me
kick me
slap me
pinch me
pull me
hurt me
beat me
abuse me.
physically and emotionally
HEY! So I haven't wrote on here in a long time.... I kinda forgot about this blog. xD
Hmmm so anyways... what's new?
Uhmmm...... new hair, piercings.
(:
So today I'm gonna talk about how I got hurt today. -.-
It was raining and I decided to go skateboarding wiht my friend Nadya. I haven't skated since like summer before today but i was still doing good until.............I decided to skate uphill...........through WATER! -.- I fell......... bent my foot or some shiz. I was there on my knees and I was like, "Uhmmmmm...........I might've broke something........hahah.." I FEEL SO TOUGH nothings ever really hurted THAT for me bad and I was laughing about it and everything........ LOL! Anyways, it hurt REALLY bad so nadya and my skateboard helped me limp all the way home.. but I couldn't carry my board anymore so I made Nadya hide it in the woods so I can get it another day (that reminds me not to forget LOL)... My parentals came home and I went to the ER. It was fun I got to go in a wheel chair. (: They took X-rays and stuff and I found out I tore a bunch of ligiments or something like that and they said its a really bad sprain, there could be fractures that are not seeable yet. They wraped my foot, and they gave me this special shoe thingy, and I got crutches. hah i didnt even cry.........
it kinda sucks cuz now i cant do anything this weekend -.- and im self-concicious so its gonna be hard for me to walk around school like this for more than 3 weeks.. and my foot hurts really bad... but OH WELL! :D
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