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2009 was the worst for me,
2010 will be better.

Put Some Clothes On By Breathe Carolina

What's new?
Before my last post, I haven't been posting here a lot.. or at all... Well, I don't want this blog to be just about music, I was planning for it to be about my life, but my life=music. Music is my life [: so that's why I post a lot about it.
Hhhmmmmm yeah what's new? Well, tis winter break, we got like 2 ft of snow here in Md so we missed the 3 days of school before winter break so we got 2 weeks, Monday we go to school again. Bleh/:
Ahhh what else? Well, I got my septum pierced on December 5th? I neever told you guys that, if you don't know what a septum piercing is look it up. I also got a smiley piercing a while ago too...
Uhhhm...... OH I got married.. to my friend Patrick, he goes to my cousin's school and they used to go out but then my whore cousin cheated on him, now we're like BFFs...
ANNND me, my cousin Allison, and my friends Victor and Danny from Wheaton high school are gonna make a band! our first rehearsal is on Saturday then we're going to the mall... we need to find a drummer! anyone interested? hahah well, we MIGHT name the can Furocious Unicorn Can kill, Allison came up wiht the F.U. part, and I came up with the C.K. part! xD what's that stand for?!
And I don't remember anything else..

Sorry for the lots of posts I'm gonna post today. [;

So, ya wondering why I post about alesana a lot? Its cuz I know a lot about FearlessRecords-- which is what a bunch of my favorite bands are from. [: Lately, theres only been some new stuff from Alesana and Blessthefall pretty much, so I gotta post that.(:

About 2 weeks ago, The Trailer For Alesana's new album came out! :D But BEFORE YOU WATCH IT I have to WARN you-- its kinda creepy ;D don't let little childrens watch it.

I'm a good listener, instead of watchign the video you canb read:

"i am here to tell you a story, everythings gona be okay, my love, a mirror never lies *whispers*never lies, there are not words that can be written, nor brush strokes layed on canvas, that could describe this dark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died, *heavy breathing*said quietly*uh oh my god, *lights turn on* *scary music* *heart beats* darling, *screaming* everthings gonna be fine, *dead annabel whispers* the emptiness will haunt you!"



so sad )':

The album is about a guy (Shawn<3) To Be Scared By An Owl(video posted in an earlier post) the lyrics are about that tragedy.

for example:
you killed her, you, murdererer, you have stripped me, of the one, that i love, annabel, oh, annabel, you ahve no clue, what shes ca-pable of...

He loved her, and then she was murdered.

Seeeeeeeeee?

ALSO in The Thespian (video posted in earlier post too)

for example:
Baby! why are you doing this to me? sweetheart! are those your eyes, staring straight back at me? angel! i see your smile everywhere! darling! stop!
then it goes
night falls, and im running in circles, woaahohohhhh, woahohohh, im being chased by my, imagination, woahohohhhh

He is being haunted by his memories, he keeps imagining Annabell doing the things he remembers and loved abot her, but she's dead, so its not really happening.



hmm yeah so dont forget-- Alesana's "The Emptiness" album comes out January 26th 2010!

Why Can't You See by Saosin

My Birthday Days

On Saturday, I hung out with a bunch of my friends at the mall for my Birthday, a lot of people couldn't come because there was snow, so the road were slippery. It was Still fun..

I am offlicialy 14 years old (I'm a 9th grader) as of Monday, December 7th, 2009! Well... MY BIRTHDAY SUCKED, my mom doesn't like me, so she ruined it.. I really don't want to talk about this right now.

SO another new alesana song is out on iTunes!
Post coming sooooon

Hey everyone, I'm in the boring art&culture calss again. We are still working on our daguerreotype thing. Next is lunch, Today is Advisory Wednesday so I have a longer time on the computer right now since I just got on like 10 minutes ago.

So like, I said that I would post videos on my previous post but I didn't sorry! I will eventually! I promise!

WOAH I almost jsut got caught being on here! I don't want my internet to get blocked so I'm jsut gona type more quickly!

I really like my Geometry class! WORKING WITH COMPASSES ARE FUNN! yesiree
I failed a quiz in history today... I don't like failing! on my last report card, I got THREE C'S! That's bad! D:

Anyways, on saturday, I'm having my birthday party thigny at the mall, i sent invitations out on facebook to all of my friends. I don't mean to be typing in italics right now I'm sorry i jusst have to type really fast and i CAN'T CHANGE IT BECAUSE THE WINDOW IS SMALL SO i WON'T GET CAUGHT! i ALSO DON'T MEAN TO BE TYPEING IN CAPS BUT I GTG NOW BECASUE i AM ABOUT TO GET CAUGHT! byeee!

I've had a very busy Thanksgiving break!

On Thursday my family came over to my house and we ate really good food! I have a cousin named Allison who is only 3 months younger than me, we always hang out and have a lot of fun. So that night, I slept over at her house.

Then on Friday, I went to the mall with Allison, Roca, Nicolly, and Ben. It was really fun. I got a few accesories from Hot Topic since it was Black Friday. My friend Roca is so funny, we went into Abercrombie (ew) for no and I made him try on this girl sweater, haha I'll post that picture tomorrow. And Then he tried on this hooker skirt for fat ladies at Hot Topic. Roca is like a brother to me, and now he's going out with my cousin after they just met! Wow! I'm still in shock. LOL

Then on Saturday, I came home with Allison and then we went to the Rio without seeing a movie with Kaite, Mayra, Steven, Roca, and Aimee! I haven't seen Aimee since Halloween before that! It was really fun. Aimee and I ditched everyone and met up with everyone later. When we ditched them, we went to the Potbelly's and there was this cool guy playign songs, we tipped him $1 and we got to request a song. We requested Wonderwall by Oasis. Aimee took a video and tomorrow maybe I will try to upload it onto this post with Roca's photo. Haha.

It was great

That is lyrics to The Word "Best Friend" Becomes Redefined by Chiodos


Allison Tswm Darkhosh put the hot glue gun down her pants and then her teacher made her take it out infront of the whole class...
Allison Tswm Darkhosh is my cousin. xD LOL

Thanksgiving break already!? Yess! No School until Monday! Tomorrow I am going to have my family over to eat and celebrate the holliday. That mean my precious cousin Dorkfudge (Allison) is coming over! Then that means I'm gonna have a lot of fun! ON Friday I might go to Montgomery mall with a bunch of my rockville friends from RM and other HS in that area. Yay!! On Saturday I'm going to Rio with my RCMS friends. [: Busy weekend. Can't wait. Let's just hope I won't get introuble for no reason, because when I get introuble for no reason, my mom doesn't let me go anywhere. AND next weekend me and A LOT of my friends are going to the mall for my birthday! My real birthday is 2 days after that on Decmeber 7th! :D And I also hope that I don't have too many plans for this weekend, because I am afraid that my parents will start being mean and not letting me go anywhere for my Bday or the weekend after that which is my friend Aimee's Birthday.

I AM SO THRILLED

I just watched another video of one of Alesana's new songs! Its The Thespian By Alesana
This song will be in their upcoming album "The Emptiness"!
And people are saying Alesana is getting too sucky? I don't think so, I think they just wanted to put a less screamy song for their single. I thin k the rest of their album is gonna be awesome!

They only have live versions of the song out:

(I couldn't hear it enough to copy some of the lyrics for my title, sorry)

That's what I'm listening to; The Ransom by Escape The Fate

Today was a good and bad day I guess...
You know those kinds of days where you can laugh and smile with your friends, but then also be sad and emotional when you're not with them? Yeah, well that's sort of how it was.. /: Stuff at home hasn't been good for me lately, or ever, I have so many problems with my life, the worst part is that it is all a secret. I feel like I'm drowning myself with secrets, I just can't take it anymore! I try to fix things but then if I do, it will change things forever, and I don't know if those changes will make things better, or just make things worse.

People really need to stop putting pressure on me! Sometimes I feel like throwing something sharp and heavy at people, and I sometimes feel like screaming from the top of my lungs.

"I feel the pressure, its coming down on me, its turnign me black a blue.." The Flood by Escape The Fate

Dang, what's up with me and remembering all these ETF songs that has to do with stuff that I'm blogging?

Oh well, here are the songs I posted a few lyrics to:

Its 10:52am and I am in 4th pd. lunch is next. class will be ending soon.
This is the boringest class ever
Its art&culture
but we barely ever do anything fun!
all we pretty much do is do textbook work about art and then decorate it!
stupid huh?
Well, we just finished doing this daguerrotype or somethign like that.
And im bored so im posting this.
Last week, classw as sooo funny. There was this girl that sits next to me that was being mean and talkign back to the teacher, she wasnt trying to be funny, but it still was! hahaha it was just, really funny. she was all like "OKAY I HEARD YOU" and then when the teacher told her to stay after class she was all like "No, I'm not staying after class. When the bell rings, Im gonna walk out that door, and go to my other class to finish a test.
lol
well, class is almost over, so i gtg
bye!

Hi. I made this blog because I used to always love to blog but then I stopped, and now I have a lot of free time on my hands so I got bored and made this.
Pretty much I am gonna blog about my life. [: And about my day, and about people, and about cool stuffs.
I'm pretty crazy, and hyper, and wierd, but I can control myself so I'm not the bad type of creeper.

I stalk people, but that's okay, cuz I'm a ninja. [: