My-BloggyBlog

So, I've been thinking about what to write on my next post, and then I had it! WARPED TOUR! I knew i was thinking of posting about it a while ago, but then I never got to it.

So,
What is Wapred tour you ask?
Well its Vans warped tour. http://www.vanswapedtour.com/
They only have a few more left, but you can deffinetley go next summer! I went to the one in Columbia, MD. on 7/20/10. IT WAS AWESOME. OH--i still haven't answered what it is. Well its like a big outdoor place with a bunch of stages and tents. The tents are like stores, and most were for different bands. The stage is for the bands obviously, there was over 50 bands playing that day. There were screamo, metal, indie, punk, punk pop, and other genres. Let me just say, if you are a ghetto person who like rap and all that junk, you wont like this. at all. In this picture, thats when it first opened that day so it wasnt really crowded yet, and thats only a part of it, it extended to far over to the left. a lot. My friends and I had a secret entrance where there was jsut a bunch of random famous people from bands walking back and forth right in front of us. Some even came up to us to talk.

We met Alex Bigman from Fight Fair and talked to him for about 20 minutes. We also meet some people from Hot Chelle Rae, and Ice Nine Kills. I have never heard of Ice Nine Kills before that day but the people were really nice and sold me their CD and now I love them.

I'm not going to post all of my pictures from that day. If you're my Facebook friend you can see it there. I crossed out my face in the photos because I though I looked icky. /:

Later that day I met so many other people from bands and got a bunch of autographs. I couldnt even believe all of them when they told me they were in bands, so they had to show me their albums. xD I met Me and The Captain, Wolves, Of Mice and Men, Eyes Set to Kill, and some other bands I dont remember. It was really cool.

I don't exactly remmeber all the bands I actually got to see. It was really hot and tiring that day, we did a lot of walking so we didn't get to see all of them. I remember seeing Breathe Carolina first. Then I don't remember what I saw next but I remmeber at some point seeing As I Lay Dying, Confide, FOUR YEAR STRONG! Suicide Silence, The In Crowd, PIERCE THE VEIL! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALESANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Casualties, and some others.

Yep, I saw Alesana. My first favorite screaming band, yes. yes, yes, yes. YES.

Anways, I also got a lot of cool free stuff. Here are some pics of the bands I saw though. OH YEAH AND THEY HAD FREE MONSTERS. Oh and, The whole thing was mosh pits and crowd surfing...And drugs and alcohol. Well, people kept falling on my head and I was in so many. BUT THATS WHAT MADE IT FUNNER.

Yeah, pics (in no specific order, and without labels):

$40 tix were deff worth it.

I haven't written on here for a while. I will now. I really don't know what to write about today. I just wanted people to know I haven't abandoned this. xD I have a couple new followers and some more people reading this. And I'm glad. (: PEOPLE YOU SHOULD PUT ME ON YOUR BLOG ROLL. Also, I'm getting some more comments. Which is cool. Well imma gooooo. See ya...tomorrow? Maybe. Or later.
Also I gave in and made a tumblr. its: http://www.tumblr.com/skyeatsmegan

William Aiden Rivera Schaeff- known as Aiden Schaeff- Mostly known as Aiden Grimlock.
He was my friend.
He had taken his own life.
on 4.22.1o-- a date I will never forget.

Aiden was such a pleasure to many people. It always seemed he was one of the randomest, happiest people ever. He knew how to make just about everyone feel better in a bad situation. Many people loved him, but that just wasn't enough...

Aiden dressed a bit differently, and he also had two mothers. He was born being transsexual, and people found out. Homophobes teased him, that was a few of the reasons why Aiden had been depressed. He just couldn't take all this negativity towards him...

At first Aiden went missing. Then some people got text messages from him saying things like "I love you." and "I'll miss you." Before anyone could stop him, he had hung himself at 1am 4.22.10.

We were all sad and upset, but we tried our best to stay strong, because we knew that's what Aiden would want us to do. We have planned many ceremonies in memory of Aiden. Such as his memorial service, balloons for Aiden, and much more.

Its terrible how words have more power than love, negativity towards a person has a greater effect than being loved. Many many people loved aiden, and even though he was glad we did, he still left us. Physically. We believe he is still here with us in spirit, and we all thing he is in a much better place, probably happy. We hope. And we believe.

"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." I remember one of his aunts saying that at his memorial service, and I remmeber her mentioning how that is not true. It is not true. Please, I ask anyone, "If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all."

I know everyone, even me, don't think about what they're going to say at times to certain people. You never know what that person you tease, call names, make fun of, be mean to--or whatever, is capable of. You never know how your words can affect them. Even if you think its funny, try to imagine that person is you, how would you feel?

Appearances, omfg come on.. You're just stupid if you make fun of that.

LGBT (Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transsexual) is nothing to be made fun of. I know many religions is against it, but you should think again, isn't it bad in most religions to hate people? Isn't that like a sin or whatever? Its just as bad. As long as you are not homosexual, and you are obeying your religion/beliefs, you shouldn't care is other people are. They are still people just like me, and you. They still have feelings. You shouldn't want to hate, or cause more problems in this world. Gay marriage is even becoming allowed in many places. Its not fair, those people are just being themselves, and they still have to fight for it. Just like segregation/racism and stuff, it will all be gone soon, and it will be a normal thing. So why doesn't everyone start now? Other people being homosexual doesn't have an affect on you if you're not. Stop wasting your time.

"They can go die, idgaf." Because you strongly dislike someone, you shouldn't want them to die. You say you don't care, but imagine how many people would be angry at you for causing negativity that leads to a death. All the friends, family, acquaintances, of the person. One person gone affects many people. Don't be so selfish.

Please, if you, or anyone you know, are experiencing suicidal thoughts, talk to someone you know. The best person I would suggest, from personal experience, would be a friend, maybe not even a close one. It DOES help. No matter how much you have convinced yourself that its won't help, it will. Aiden kept his emotions bottled inside, put a fake smile on almost everyday.\

http://www.AidenRiveraSchaeff.com/

Abused child:

I hate you.

You let me know how much
you hate me
you don't need me
you don't want me
you don't love me

You tell me I am
ugly
stupid
a failure
worthless

You make me
believe you
hate myself
look for help
wish for help
and not find help

You make other people
pity me
angry at me
hate me
complain

You don't care, do you?
no.

Words may hurt too but you
hit me
punch me
kick me
slap me
pinch me
pull me
hurt me
beat me
abuse me.

physically and emotionally

HEY! So I haven't wrote on here in a long time.... I kinda forgot about this blog. xD
Hmmm so anyways... what's new?
Uhmmm...... new hair, piercings.
(:

So today I'm gonna talk about how I got hurt today. -.-
It was raining and I decided to go skateboarding wiht my friend Nadya. I haven't skated since like summer before today but i was still doing good until.............I decided to skate uphill...........through WATER! -.- I fell......... bent my foot or some shiz. I was there on my knees and I was like, "Uhmmmmm...........I might've broke something........hahah.." I FEEL SO TOUGH nothings ever really hurted THAT for me bad and I was laughing about it and everything........ LOL! Anyways, it hurt REALLY bad so nadya and my skateboard helped me limp all the way home.. but I couldn't carry my board anymore so I made Nadya hide it in the woods so I can get it another day (that reminds me not to forget LOL)... My parentals came home and I went to the ER. It was fun I got to go in a wheel chair. (: They took X-rays and stuff and I found out I tore a bunch of ligiments or something like that and they said its a really bad sprain, there could be fractures that are not seeable yet. They wraped my foot, and they gave me this special shoe thingy, and I got crutches. hah i didnt even cry.........
it kinda sucks cuz now i cant do anything this weekend -.- and im self-concicious so its gonna be hard for me to walk around school like this for more than 3 weeks.. and my foot hurts really bad... but OH WELL! :D

the video says everything.

comment http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNCwMtBrHdc

subscribe http://www.youtube.com/meganthehobo

yes i made this video.

Look some of my friends made this video. I think its really good, so I decided to show it to you.

2009 was the worst for me,
2010 will be better.

Put Some Clothes On By Breathe Carolina

What's new?
Before my last post, I haven't been posting here a lot.. or at all... Well, I don't want this blog to be just about music, I was planning for it to be about my life, but my life=music. Music is my life [: so that's why I post a lot about it.
Hhhmmmmm yeah what's new? Well, tis winter break, we got like 2 ft of snow here in Md so we missed the 3 days of school before winter break so we got 2 weeks, Monday we go to school again. Bleh/:
Ahhh what else? Well, I got my septum pierced on December 5th? I neever told you guys that, if you don't know what a septum piercing is look it up. I also got a smiley piercing a while ago too...
Uhhhm...... OH I got married.. to my friend Patrick, he goes to my cousin's school and they used to go out but then my whore cousin cheated on him, now we're like BFFs...
ANNND me, my cousin Allison, and my friends Victor and Danny from Wheaton high school are gonna make a band! our first rehearsal is on Saturday then we're going to the mall... we need to find a drummer! anyone interested? hahah well, we MIGHT name the can Furocious Unicorn Can kill, Allison came up wiht the F.U. part, and I came up with the C.K. part! xD what's that stand for?!
And I don't remember anything else..

Sorry for the lots of posts I'm gonna post today. [;

So, ya wondering why I post about alesana a lot? Its cuz I know a lot about FearlessRecords-- which is what a bunch of my favorite bands are from. [: Lately, theres only been some new stuff from Alesana and Blessthefall pretty much, so I gotta post that.(:

About 2 weeks ago, The Trailer For Alesana's new album came out! :D But BEFORE YOU WATCH IT I have to WARN you-- its kinda creepy ;D don't let little childrens watch it.

I'm a good listener, instead of watchign the video you canb read:

"i am here to tell you a story, everythings gona be okay, my love, a mirror never lies *whispers*never lies, there are not words that can be written, nor brush strokes layed on canvas, that could describe this dark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died, *heavy breathing*said quietly*uh oh my god, *lights turn on* *scary music* *heart beats* darling, *screaming* everthings gonna be fine, *dead annabel whispers* the emptiness will haunt you!"



so sad )':

The album is about a guy (Shawn<3) To Be Scared By An Owl(video posted in an earlier post) the lyrics are about that tragedy.

for example:
you killed her, you, murdererer, you have stripped me, of the one, that i love, annabel, oh, annabel, you ahve no clue, what shes ca-pable of...

He loved her, and then she was murdered.

Seeeeeeeeee?

ALSO in The Thespian (video posted in earlier post too)

for example:
Baby! why are you doing this to me? sweetheart! are those your eyes, staring straight back at me? angel! i see your smile everywhere! darling! stop!
then it goes
night falls, and im running in circles, woaahohohhhh, woahohohh, im being chased by my, imagination, woahohohhhh

He is being haunted by his memories, he keeps imagining Annabell doing the things he remembers and loved abot her, but she's dead, so its not really happening.



hmm yeah so dont forget-- Alesana's "The Emptiness" album comes out January 26th 2010!